I didn't sign on for this....
I am feeling awful. Fat, tired and just plain sick of everything.
Husband is working 7 days a week, Rona and I barely get to see him. He wont be around much for months.
Rona is having issues with her intestines, and this can make her unhappy.
We are going through a tough patch with money.
I have run out of patience.
God seems so far away.
I am working on a bible course with people at church. I think my brains have gotten lost somewhere....
It's days like this, I want to quit.
Don't worry, I don't want to die, I know what that feels like, and I definitely don't.
I just want a break, to not have so much responsibility, to have my husband around more than occasionally, to have my depression actually under control, to be able to be a good mother.
I don't know why I am feeling this way, I just am.
So......now I need to go and pray.
And hope tomorrow will be better.